the welcoming speech

Day one of blogging, should be interesting. At the moment I don't have a lot to say, and really I hardly know you, can I say everything on my mind and not have you run away screaming? what kind of hostess would that make me?
To start I've decided to blog to see if I can't get this whole being grown up thing to be comprehensible. while I don't expect most of my post to make sense, I think it'll be good for me to be able to prioritize and organize and get things all straightened out in my life. not that I lead a crooked life... its just fairly on the complicated side right now. if you come again I'm sure you will see what I mean.